Every ups has it’s downs. But, why do downs seems easier than ups?
Pretty bad week or rather day or whatever shit luh. My mood is rather off.
By the way, here’s a shot of my work desktop screensaver.
Cute right? I did take a video of it la, but, am lazy to convert it for upload. The alarm clock keeps on running as the view rotate 360deg around it. After a few sec of running, it will slow down and stop to sit for a short rest befpore continue running. Wahahaha. I forgot where the heck i get that screensaver from.
Bad day today. Was slightly late for work, i got to face Ben ‘cos of Yati’s mistakes in previous months invoice records, printer still being such an ass, fucking annoying enquiry call and call as if we’re so free to just entertain them only. If it’s urgent call their fucking mobile phones luh, what makes you think our salesperson seat 9-6 in the office? Fuck.
One of our client’s makes me wanna roll on floor laughing. She talks in this fake british accent whereas i could hear her cheena slang la. And to cut it short, this is the ROFL part.
Her: Oh, do you by any chance have any idea if the cloth “bannels”(banner) that we enquire about……..blablablabla
Me: Sorry? Cloth what? (I swear i didn’t catch her word.)
Her: Err. Cloth “bannels”?
Me: Hmm? (while checking through her previous emails) OH! Ok! Ya, the cloth BANNERS, why?
Her: Yes, the “bannels”.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BANNELS!! Wah lau eh, pronounce properly lah. Limbei thought you’re asking about panels (which is part of the systems). Luckily, i never say, there’s no such thing as cloth panels. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Another enquiry came in and they type this “eyedrop panels”. LOL!!!!!!!
I was like, EYEDROP?? I know my eyes are in pain luh, no need such sacarsm ma. Until i read further and realised that they actually mean, backdrop panels. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I replied them in caps for the subject “BACKDROP PANELS”. Oops.
Ok luh, it’s just some sort of self-entertainment in dealing with such people. Other that that, work has been such a pain in the ass. Don’t wanna say much luh. I don’t wanna accuse, neither do i wanna take the blame.
FUCK.
Ben off to KL. Be back on Friday i think. Office will be alot more boring. As tomorrow, Adrian and Irvin will be out most of the time. I’m alone as usual. Play games ’til i’m fucken bored. Never mind luh. Hopefully, nothing unusual occur tomorrow. I’m damn sian.
Paid my starhub bill, bought my shower foam and shampoo. This weekend will be to get more tops and bottoms for work/out and as well as footwears. Bags maybe. See my budget uh. Tops and bottoms are the top priority. Oh, cosmetics too. My powder and eyeliner running low. Face wash…Tsk. It’s hard to suddenly control my own cash flow on my own stuffs. But, as long as i know where the money goes to, it won’t be that heart pain.
Hmm. Eh. Haiz. Never mind. Maybe today he’s not in a good mood. Neither am I. So, less convo might do good. No? Haiz. I don’t know la. Too tired to be bothered by such petty matters. Tomorrow will be ok as usual? *shrugs*
Nights will be good if i could have my dosage of ______. Hah. I miss the night smell.
Sometimes, as i walk alone to and fro, alot of random thoughts running through my mind. Am i doing the right thing? When am i gonna quit drinking and smoking? When can i fulfil my aim to be stable by the age of 26? What lies ahead? When i’m gone tomorrow, will anyone miss me? Will people remember me for my wrongs or will they find the reasons why they’ll miss me?
Throughout my life, why does it seems like people’s trying to make perfections outta myself according to their needs? Do they know how i feel when they overlook the perfections in between my imperfections? Why me against them?
Why is the most common question asked be it relevantly or irrelevantly.
I’m not being emo. I’m just expressing my thoughts.
Ok, i was pissed. Bye.
J*meAlan.♥
Bought ciggies. Head back and slack for abit, head back home in the evening. 
When i was about to go home and parted ways with him, that look on his face makes me wanna hug him and not leave his side anymore. 
